okay guys. so i know it's been months since i've posted on here. quite frankly i usually just forget. i think i'm done with xanga! sorry guys! it's just not that popular in san diego and everything. i know...lame excuses! but if you want to keep in touch i have myspace (haha! i know!) and livejournal so keep in touch!

love

also...i look a little different since my last update a month ago. so here's for those of you who can't remember my face:

so i know it's what you've all been waiting for. i know i've been waiting 21 years. i chalese nicole dunton have a boyfriend. not just any boy mind you, but one who is amazing in every way, hardcore dances better than i do, cooks, plays 19 instruments, toured the world in a band, goes to bible college, leads worship, has never lost a fight, wears smaller girl pants than me, and most of all...loves Jesus with a passion and intensity that is almost overwhelming.  his name is jonathan cruz and he's from san diego for those who were wondering. if you want to know anything else, just call me because i have to go to class, but yeah...in the words of my sister...i am faint with love.

yes that's him hardcore dancing in short shorts! ;o)

anyway...the weekend was amazing and i'm late for class!!!

(so we're not officially a couple...YET!) haha...but let me just say one thing...God is so faithful!!!

"So indeed it is just my luck to find by far the most amazing person ever, at quite the convenient time as well.

I remember the exact moment 3 weeks ago to the day I was turning onto camino del norte to make a U turn back home because I knew that which I sought was definently not where I was looking for it. I slowly turned the wheel to the left and rolled my eyes up to heaven and in a weak helpless voice muttered:
"I give up"

This had happened many times before this time however was different. This time pure sincerity could not refrain the words from escaping to the ears of a audience that seemed farthest at this moment but I find was right there beside me in the passenger seat.

Theres so much to tell about the week we spent together and the period before that in which I was encouraged to simply give up. So I put my guard down for once, I let someone inside, and waited in anticipation for her to do what all her predecessors did; pull away. But the evening went on and mutual thoughts of doubt and hope vollied imbetween our eyes and the night didn't get any warmer. We talked things out till our extremities were numb but I didn't mind because hope had returned to a heart that had forsaken hope long ago.

So here I am a million miles away from her and her from I. She lies far away from my polluting touch, "Midas be my name" I mutter sarcastically from time to time. But in this one moment I'm perfectly content knowing that like a fine wine, that this idleness will bring perfection, and a pleasing smell to our savior.

therichandthefaithlessthepoorandthehopeful

-Jonathan"

an entire month without posting. haha...i rule. i'm sorry. i don't have a computer. my family came to visit me. here are some pictures for your aesthetic enjoyment.

that's all for now...